..i was born to tell you I love you..

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
I'm listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember, butterfly, early summer?
It's playing on repeat, just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious
You and me, flesh to flesh
'Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, what's your fantasy?
What?s your, what's your

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

.:: SECRETS ::.

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
'Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm 'a tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away

i dont know why T_T

You're like a rocket in my mind
That's waiting to define everything about me no one knew
And you stick like a poster on my wall
As if you dont wanna move

I got no money in my pocket
Nobody to rock with but you
But you know me I don't seem to roll
Somehow we managed to get through

People come and people go
And people gonna come some more
They pick a fight
But it's alright
At least I get to see you tonight
Tonight

I can't believe we almost got famous for nothing baby
You came the last minute of to save me
I can't believe we almost got paid for nothing baby
Cause even if they go away
I got the feeling that you're gonna stay

It's like I'm picking up a miracle off the sidewalk
Like kitten in the box
Don't contemplate yourself, you say
Cause you're all you've got
I'm a and pathetic
At the same time unlike you
Baby you've got no move
And you think I'm good at what I do

♥ Ahmad Aqil Hadif ♥

After solat tadi tibe2 je teringat kat aqil.. Dye sgt2 comel.. Aku pernah dukung dye.. Berat betol even baru 7 bulan.. Hihi.. Dye ni nephew kepada org yg aku pernah sayang dulu.. Huhu.. Now aqil da 8 bulan.. Hope we'll see again si comel! Rindu lah! :)

Fuck U very2 MUCH!!!

22APRIL2010 2:19 am

That time aku sedang berchatting dengan si dia.. yeah.. i've a new bf now.. we got together back! then ade no x kenal calling aku.. aku dapat agak empunye no tu.. aku x pick up.. 2nd time dye call lagi.. aku pick up.. dgr suara gurl.. then aku letak balek.. skali lagi dye call, aku suruh Eka angkat.. sbb suara Eka besh.. haha! cepat2 pasang earfon.. aku pon dgr la.. she introduce herself.. gf R upenye.. hahaha.. mmg betol tekaan aku.. =)

Dye ni bajet2 nak sound aku la plak an.. at last dye yg saket ati.. aku n R broke up 26 jan 2010.. but R coup ngn dat gurl 10 jan 2010.. ape cte ni bhai? nmpk sgt la R ni sangap kan.. sory to say la.. n i know dat gurl rase mcm kne tipu.. but i dont think so la dat gurl nk percaye my information.. dah tentu la R bikin story to make her trust him! FUCK U LAH R! if u read my blog pon like i care??!! hahaha.. u wanna marry her ryte? go head lah! nak tgk la kekal lama ke tak.. hahaha.. one day u will regret for what u've done!

Sekian dari saya..



To dat gurl : be careful wit that fuckin shit guy!



To fuckin guy : be aware la sayang! u're not too matured btw.. >.<

I'm back! =)

Hey there.. lame dah i x update my blog.. dah masuk year 2010 pon kan? hehe.. now im stil studying at uitm lendon ni.. dis sem sgt2 bz.. every week x sah if tade assignment.. n presentation too.. xpela kan.. susa2 dulu n senang2 kemudian.. hehehe..

There's too many stories i wanna share wit u guys..happy ke sdey ke sweet n sour ke..sume nye la.. huhu..

Happy stories :

20.02.2010

My sis getting married! that was a precious time i think! weeeee....... =)

At 11 am, abg fifi ( bro in law ) selamat akad nikah.. hehe.. my family sume sgt2 happy dat tyme.. then tyme nak bace surat pelepasan, sgt2 sayu! my dad, my mum.. sume nye nanges! n me too! wawawaawa... no wonder la org yg kite syg tak selama nye akan bersama ngan kite lagi kan? dat y la nanges.. huhuhu..

After that, my family sume tros ke Dewan Taming Sari.. n her my sishubby bersanding kat sane.. dat tyme sgt2 meriah.. ramai sdare2 yg dtg.. kwn2 ayah n mak x pyh ckp la.. mmg ramai! kwn my sis pon ramai la jugak.. n thx to Eka n her bf, Zaki for coming to my sis wedd.. hehe.. Mimi je x dtg coz ade kat tganu..( miss her badly ) huhu..

That day sgt2 penat! nak melayan guest lagi.. huhu.. tapi kan.. dat day im waiting for him actualy to attend my sis wedd.. who is him? nanti i story k.. hmm..

21.02.2010

That day my older sister plak getting engage! hehe.. her fiancee we called as abg nizam.. hope korang berkekalan hingga ke jinjang pelamin.. AMIN!

Bad Stories :

Hmm.. i juz wanna share wit u peeps.. peeps around me think that im happy.. but deep inside my heart no one knows.. =(

One day i terpikir nak jumpe dye.. dat tyme i btol2 tekad! huhu.. bout 2 months i x jumpe dye.. u know what? we broke up for the unreasonable things..

Before we met, nawaitu i juz nak tau sebab yg sebenar.. then ble i tgk muke dye.. i tenung dye.. i tanye dye mcm2.. i x tau la nak pecaya or tak bcoz his eyes show it evrything..

U know what? i miss u so much sayang! why u gve me hugs? why u gve kisses? why u said that i shud call your mom as 'mak'? why u x bg i call your mom as 'aunty'? why? n why? did u stil in love wit me? did u want me to be your soul mate? juz tell me the truth! gosh! am i so crazy wit his love?? huh?

Before i went back, i x bley tgk muke u lame2.. my heart crying n crying down on u! kalau lah i bley spent tyme wit u lame2.. hmm..

I.L.Y.S.M A.R.AR

.hang.out.

Today dapat hang out ngan membe2..x plan pon actualy..hehe.

1stly saje text ngan ayid smlm..mne la tau dpt kua ngan dye ke..(actualy he is my ex..huhu)

Dye ckp nk kua ngan mbe..ble aku ckp nk ajak kua tros je dye on..hehe..

Pg td after suboh aku x tdo pon..tros online je memanjang..at the same tyme x saba nk jumpe ayid snanye..haha!yela..dah lame gler x jumpe..last kitorang jumpe tyme raye 2007..now da 2009..2 taon x jumpe kot..huhu..

Dye suruh ajak mbe gurl yg laen..yela xkn ak sowg gurl plak nti..huhu..

Aku ade ajak rumate aku,biel..tp dye mcm x confirm je..then aku ajak rumate aku lg sowg,mimi..but dye stil kt kL lg tyme tu..so,aku x tau la nk kua ke x jap lg sbb xde mbe gurl nk tman..huhu..

Then tbe2 mimi text aku..dye ckp nk balek mlake jap lg smate2 nk tman kan aku..wah!terharu aku..thx mimi!syg ko!hehe..

Ayid ckp mybe kua dlm pkol 2 lbey..but mimi otw nk balek mlake..bus dye gerak pkol 1..smp pkol 3..then aku call ayid nk mintak kua lmbt sket dlm pkol 3 lbey..

Sementara nk tggu pkol 3 lbey,aku tros siap2..but sempat lg aku online..hehe..today mendung je..patu ujan renyai2..then ble mimi da smp campus tros ujan lebat..naseb baek ko x lencun mimi..haha!

Ujan tros benti at 4 pm..so, aku ngan mimi terpakse la menapak ke lua campus..if ujan lg td awal2 aku da suruh ayid pick up ktorg kt dlm..hehe..

About an hour aku ngan mimi tggu ayid dtg..pergh!dah la berpeluh2 menapak td..dye x smp2 lg..'adeh!cair make up' bak kate mimi la..hehe..

Aku call ayid byk kali kot..hp dye off plak..dye ni jd ke x nk kua ni..ati aku da panas..mimi plak da x senang dudok..xpe2..rilek ea mimi..hehe..

Then aku nmpk mira ngan budak2 clas dye..excited aku ble nmpk mira..rindu kot..da lame dye x lepak bilek aku..huhu..mira n the geng nk g alor gajah..dorg dah naek bus pon g sne..aku ngan mimi stil waiting..huhu..

At last..ayid smp gak dlm pkol 5 kot..dye naek kete mbe upenye..ceh!kelisa plak tu..kecik je kete..hehe..seb baek aku ngan mimi bdn kecik..muat2 je..

Otw nk g town, ade gak borak2 ngan ayid n the geng..ayid ngan mimi dok sbelah aku..im n the middle..huhu..2 owg mbe ayid kat seat depan..yg drive tu nme burn..sowg lg x engat plak nme dye..tp owg tganu..bdk ni mmg klaka gler..x bley bla dowh..ape dye ckp sume owg mesti nk gelak..haha!

Then da smp town nk carik parking plak..full gler parking kt mp..weekend msti la rmai owg kan..then parking kat carrefour je..huhu..

Mule2 ayid ngan mbe dye g survey baju..aku plak nk carik glasses..hehe..da 2 glasses aku pkai asik patah je..then aku sempat beli sandal dlu..pastu nk g mkn plak..kat mcd!hehe..ayid nk g atm..aku ngan mimi g survey tempat dlu..kot2 rmai owg ke kt mcd tu..takot xde tempat nk mkn plak..huhu..

Tyme nk order tu aku engat nk bayar sdri je..but ayid blanje!hehe..ape lg..aku order jela..mc chicken ngan aiskrim sandae cornetto coklat..sdap!..hehe..

Ayid dok depan aku..huhu..aku x bley ar tgk muke dye..bg aku dye cute sgt2!ooppps!tlbey suda..hehe..tyme nga mkn tu ade je lawak nye..mbe ayid bdk tganu tu bwat lawak spontan taw..aku nk mkn pn susa..kenyang ngan gelak je..haha!ktorg sume terkekek2 ketawa..aku juz mkn aiskrim ngn fries je..mc chicken aku smpn dlu..hehe..

from left : burn, ayid, x engat nme dye(sowie ek)

After mkn ktorg g padang DP..mcm ade function je..byk stall yg jual2..upenye ade tournament pinball..(btol ke aku eja ni)..hehe..ktorg dtg je game da abes..

Then, ktorg lepak jap kat ctu..tyme tu plak mimi snap pic aku ngan ayid..aku segan dowh!pd hal ske snanye..hehe..then snap pic ayid ngan mbe2..

sume nak cover macho..haha!

Pastu aku nmpk stall jual beg..ape lg..aku tros ajak mimi g stall tu..yg laen sume ekot jela..beg tu agak lawa la..but price dye mahal plak..mimi ckp beter beli kat dlm dp je..pastu masok balek dp tu..bfore dat sempat lg ktorg posing kat mirror lua pintu masok carrefour..hehe..dah kate photogenik..sume tempat nk snap..hehe..

Aku snanye nk beli glasses..but xde yg sesuai la..cerewat gak aku ni..huhu..then, aku carik beg jela..tyme nga carik beg tbe2 aku terserempak ngan ex rumate aku sem lepas,asma..ape lg..jejak kaseh jap..hehe..asma pon nga carik beg kat ctu..dye ngan mbe2 dye..lme x jumpe asma..even kolej dekat pon mne ade slalu jumpe..huhu..

After that aku suggest kat dowg nk g pantai..hehe..dowg pon mcm da pnat bejalan je..otw nak g sne, aku call dida, my best frend..hehe..aku ajajk dye g pantai jap..but dye nga bz nk siap kan asgment..esok dye nk balek poli dah..so, x dpt la jumpe..huhu..

Kat pantai ktorg lepak kejap je..mcm bese snap pic la dlu..hehe..tyme tu da pkol 9 pm..guys sume mcm da pnat je..so, balek jela..huhu..

Otw nak balek campus, aku ase mcm sad sket la coz ble lg aku nk jumpe ayid ek?huhu..even dye dok mlake pon, dye stdy kat pj..x slalu balek pon..hmm..xpela..if free maybe bley jumpe lg kot..hehe..lg pon dye stil single..aku pon single..y not we.....hehe..aku x harap sgt pon kat dye..single lg beter kot coz bley date ngan sape2 je..btol x?hehe..pape pon im happy for today!=)