i think i won.. :)

Dah lama tak unline fb. About a week la camtu. One day bila dapat unline, hati aku sangat2 happy!


:)



I got GOOD NEWS! He broke up with her. Tak terkata la. Laen kali jangan nak CAKAP BESAR ok.


Aku text dye. And ada jugak tanya about his gf. "U hepy ngan dye tak?" Then dye tak reply.



Bila aku on fb baru la aku tau the truth story. Kelaka pon ada jugak. Huhu. Sometimes kesian pon ada. Tapi perlu ke nak kesian? Dye pernah cakap dye tak happy. Whatever lah.



Deep inside my heart, i know that i'm still in love with him. Tapi.. Ada tapi nye. He already hurt my heart! Hmm. My friends dah warning awal2. DONT U EVER WITH HIM AGAIN!

To all my friends, dont worry. I wont be with him back. But please give me strength to face it. Tapi ape2 pon aku dah menang. Moral value kat sini ialah JANGAN CAKAP BESAR! Thank you. :)

..i was born to tell you I love you..

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
I'm listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember, butterfly, early summer?
It's playing on repeat, just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious
You and me, flesh to flesh
'Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, what's your fantasy?
What?s your, what's your

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

.:: SECRETS ::.

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
'Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm 'a tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away

i dont know why T_T

You're like a rocket in my mind
That's waiting to define everything about me no one knew
And you stick like a poster on my wall
As if you dont wanna move

I got no money in my pocket
Nobody to rock with but you
But you know me I don't seem to roll
Somehow we managed to get through

People come and people go
And people gonna come some more
They pick a fight
But it's alright
At least I get to see you tonight
Tonight

I can't believe we almost got famous for nothing baby
You came the last minute of to save me
I can't believe we almost got paid for nothing baby
Cause even if they go away
I got the feeling that you're gonna stay

It's like I'm picking up a miracle off the sidewalk
Like kitten in the box
Don't contemplate yourself, you say
Cause you're all you've got
I'm a and pathetic
At the same time unlike you
Baby you've got no move
And you think I'm good at what I do

♥ Ahmad Aqil Hadif ♥

After solat tadi tibe2 je teringat kat aqil.. Dye sgt2 comel.. Aku pernah dukung dye.. Berat betol even baru 7 bulan.. Hihi.. Dye ni nephew kepada org yg aku pernah sayang dulu.. Huhu.. Now aqil da 8 bulan.. Hope we'll see again si comel! Rindu lah! :)

Fuck U very2 MUCH!!!

22APRIL2010 2:19 am

That time aku sedang berchatting dengan si dia.. yeah.. i've a new bf now.. we got together back! then ade no x kenal calling aku.. aku dapat agak empunye no tu.. aku x pick up.. 2nd time dye call lagi.. aku pick up.. dgr suara gurl.. then aku letak balek.. skali lagi dye call, aku suruh Eka angkat.. sbb suara Eka besh.. haha! cepat2 pasang earfon.. aku pon dgr la.. she introduce herself.. gf R upenye.. hahaha.. mmg betol tekaan aku.. =)

Dye ni bajet2 nak sound aku la plak an.. at last dye yg saket ati.. aku n R broke up 26 jan 2010.. but R coup ngn dat gurl 10 jan 2010.. ape cte ni bhai? nmpk sgt la R ni sangap kan.. sory to say la.. n i know dat gurl rase mcm kne tipu.. but i dont think so la dat gurl nk percaye my information.. dah tentu la R bikin story to make her trust him! FUCK U LAH R! if u read my blog pon like i care??!! hahaha.. u wanna marry her ryte? go head lah! nak tgk la kekal lama ke tak.. hahaha.. one day u will regret for what u've done!

Sekian dari saya..



To dat gurl : be careful wit that fuckin shit guy!



To fuckin guy : be aware la sayang! u're not too matured btw.. >.<

I'm back! =)

Hey there.. lame dah i x update my blog.. dah masuk year 2010 pon kan? hehe.. now im stil studying at uitm lendon ni.. dis sem sgt2 bz.. every week x sah if tade assignment.. n presentation too.. xpela kan.. susa2 dulu n senang2 kemudian.. hehehe..

There's too many stories i wanna share wit u guys..happy ke sdey ke sweet n sour ke..sume nye la.. huhu..

Happy stories :

20.02.2010

My sis getting married! that was a precious time i think! weeeee....... =)

At 11 am, abg fifi ( bro in law ) selamat akad nikah.. hehe.. my family sume sgt2 happy dat tyme.. then tyme nak bace surat pelepasan, sgt2 sayu! my dad, my mum.. sume nye nanges! n me too! wawawaawa... no wonder la org yg kite syg tak selama nye akan bersama ngan kite lagi kan? dat y la nanges.. huhuhu..

After that, my family sume tros ke Dewan Taming Sari.. n her my sishubby bersanding kat sane.. dat tyme sgt2 meriah.. ramai sdare2 yg dtg.. kwn2 ayah n mak x pyh ckp la.. mmg ramai! kwn my sis pon ramai la jugak.. n thx to Eka n her bf, Zaki for coming to my sis wedd.. hehe.. Mimi je x dtg coz ade kat tganu..( miss her badly ) huhu..

That day sgt2 penat! nak melayan guest lagi.. huhu.. tapi kan.. dat day im waiting for him actualy to attend my sis wedd.. who is him? nanti i story k.. hmm..

21.02.2010

That day my older sister plak getting engage! hehe.. her fiancee we called as abg nizam.. hope korang berkekalan hingga ke jinjang pelamin.. AMIN!

Bad Stories :

Hmm.. i juz wanna share wit u peeps.. peeps around me think that im happy.. but deep inside my heart no one knows.. =(

One day i terpikir nak jumpe dye.. dat tyme i btol2 tekad! huhu.. bout 2 months i x jumpe dye.. u know what? we broke up for the unreasonable things..

Before we met, nawaitu i juz nak tau sebab yg sebenar.. then ble i tgk muke dye.. i tenung dye.. i tanye dye mcm2.. i x tau la nak pecaya or tak bcoz his eyes show it evrything..

U know what? i miss u so much sayang! why u gve me hugs? why u gve kisses? why u said that i shud call your mom as 'mak'? why u x bg i call your mom as 'aunty'? why? n why? did u stil in love wit me? did u want me to be your soul mate? juz tell me the truth! gosh! am i so crazy wit his love?? huh?

Before i went back, i x bley tgk muke u lame2.. my heart crying n crying down on u! kalau lah i bley spent tyme wit u lame2.. hmm..

I.L.Y.S.M A.R.AR